I should be in bed...and I'm not.
I've napped half the evening and so I'm sorta not as tired...well maybe I am tired and maybe I'm just putting off going to sleep.

I sometimes feel forgotten, like a passing thought that someone remembers much too late.
I feel very unimportant.

you know I realized today... people dont give a fuck when you do something nice for them! really they dont! they may say "thanks" but they dont really care ( Read more... )

It amazes me how i can go from being so happy one moment and so heartbreakingly miserable the nest ( Read more... )

worked *ugh ( Read more... )

in the attempt to piss some people off I've managed piss off the wrong people.
it just goes to show you should do mean things cause it will bite you in the ass.
Hopefully Jepp will believe the truth of what I say, but if I know Karma (and i think I do) I've just lost someone really important to me.
*sigh*

holy crap I had the most fucked up night ( Read more... )